Entry: [ everything i know about breaking hearts, i learned from you ] Sunday, August 17, 2003



in life we are given many gifts,
and one gift,
we value above all else.
eventually we wear out the gift.
and we lose it or break it.

we can buy a new one,
but it will never be as great and,
will never bring as much joy as the original.
there are no memories with the new.
hold on to the old,
as long as you can.
they will be what gets you thru life.

just another jumble of words that spring out of my head to my fingertips and to the world wide web.

so i watched "How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days" tonight. i'd seen it once before in the theatres with Megan and Carie. in the middle of it though, my grandmother calls, and in the middle of that call, Dave beeps in. of course my dad doesn't answer the other line, i really dont think he knows how to but yeah. and my cell wasnt on. so i didnt get that call. my dad wont get off the phone, so i get online, and get dave to come back from his away state, but he didnt talk much, and i never found out why he called.

i realized as i was sitting and pondering daves reason to call, that i still like dave. i realized i wanted to do something with him tonight, but from what i can see, he already had plans. oh well ill talk to him later this week and see if he wants to do anything.

so im doing something with shaun tomorrow. although i think ill see if i can postpone until tuesday. tomorrow i just want to do nothing. take a nice shower, ill be home alone. no brother here to bother me. and what not. tomorrow will be my day. thats all i have to say.

what else to say... nothing much really

i'm in an emo mood. hell i've been in one for so long now. but tonight its extra emo. i hate seeing "love" in movies, because it reminds me of how much love i lost when i lost john. but enough about john....

so i feel bad for my twin. chris said patty only wants chris. not shaun. i told shaun i would always be here for him whenever he needs me. and i told him that i love him with all my heart. because i really do. i dont know what i would do without my twin here.

well i think i'll probably go for now.

is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with, cause i've seen more spine in jellyfish, i've seen more guts in eleven year old kids.
 

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