i think soon, i'm gonna get my shower, im not doing anything with shaun today, he and i both decided tomorrow was better.
i talked to dave on the phone last night for a little bit, he wanted to know who my away message was about. it saod "would i be out of line, if i said, i miss you" and it was actually about him. but im not really sure why. its weird. i think its just cause i havent seen him in awhile maybe? i dunno about my feelings of whatever, but i did succeed in making him upset. i told him about my brother's two hot roommates. and he was like your just trying to make me jealous. and i wasn't well i don't think i was. but who knows..
i think john is back from cedar point. because chris' away message says, "Day Before Disaster will own all." and john's away message usually says "Day Before Disaster will rule all" when they are having practice. so thats why i think hes back, but i could be wrong.
man school is going to start soon, i think it starts the 3rd for us? im not sure why we are startin so late this year, that means we wont get out until like june 12 or sometime around there. its sad that i dont even know the date school starts for sure. but i do know that im going shopping wed. or thurs. for new clothes. mosly just like a sweatshirt or two, and like two or three pairs of pants, and some new shirts. not a lot or anything. i want to get new shoes, but my mom wont let me. i got new ones in march, they are blue suede etnies, but they dont go with everything so i am constantly wearing my red and white etnies from April of FRESHMAN year. they are all comfy, but worn out. lol. and then i have my green flames shoes that i brought back from France, but those don't go with everything either so yeah.
well hmm... dave isnt talking to me online. i bet hes playing his drums. he really wants to be Travis Barker. hes convinced he will be him someday. i hate to say it, but dave is a big show off when it comes to his drums and his car. i dont know if he got his new *Orange County Drums* yet, but yeah. and he has a red Vibe GT. i mean its cool, but he shows off too much. sure hes a good drummer, but sometimes its too much.
this is kinda weird... last night when i was talking to dave on the phone, he was like i gave patty shit for making out with john. i was like do you give every girl who makes out with john some shit? and he was like no just the ones i care about. i was like so why did u give her shit. and he was like john's kinda dirty. i didnt say anything then, because i dont see it. but maybe its my feelings that hide those things. my feelings hide a lot of things i realized. but then i also realized that i dont care what he looks like or anything. so i believe it proves the old cliché "Love is blind". but thats just my theory..
well i think i am going to go get my shower. ill update later.
well i think i am going to go get my shower. ill update later.
maybe i should hate you for this, never really did ever quite get that far