im listening to the used i love them. i saw them in concert in february with finch. i remember when i first found out about the concert, it was like in december and john and i were going to go together as a date, but then he broke up with me before it, and as you know if you read one of my first entries i started going out with shaun. and shaun and i went together with branson and shawn. it was so cold and we stood outside for an hour and a half. i had to go into chipotle and sit down because i couldnt feel my feet. i was so cold. but yeah. it was an awesome concert lol
i have to go get my thursday ticket. and then i need to get my check cashed from work, so i can buy my saves the day/taking back sunday ticket. this is gonna be the greatest month.
ive realized i like being in my dreams so much better than being in reality. i can only be with john in my dreams, so it is there that i am truly happy. but it reminds me of a song by the band agent felix ( they have since changed their sound and their name to Mashlin ) it says...
so here I am
locked away in a perfect dream
take a look around I have everything
and the more I stare
the more I feel so empty
cause soon I'll wake up with nothing
its just a dream
I can't bring any of it back with me
(go back to sleep)
cut out my eyes before they tell my mind
what they just saw
I'd rather be naive
so lets play pretend and I'll believe in anything
that is my life right now. but now i think im gonna go let my puppies in, and then watch a movie.
should've done something but ive done it enough by the way your hands were shaking rather waste some time with you.