i have a desire to call dave. but 2nd day is playing right now. probaly until 11 or something. i dunno actually. i'm not sure if like i like him, or if i just really wanna make out with someone. lol. yeah well i can't wait to tell jess that i just put that in my blog. lol. she and i are weird like that. we talk about needing to get some. too bad she's outta town, her half-sister-in-law is having a baby. lol that sounded so weird, but like she has a half brother, and his wife if having a baby. hopefully you're not confused anymore.
but yeah i think since its just been awhile since i've kissed anyone, i wanna kiss dave. lol. the last person i kissed was shaun, but it was the night after i got back from north carolina, and we were staying at stephs. jack and steph were upstairs in steph's room. and shaun and i had the basement. i didn't mind sleeping with shaun ( not sex course lol ), cuz he is after all my best friend. i'm totally comfortable around him but yeah shaun and i had layed around talking in the dark. and he kinda just had taken my head and kissed me. i'm not sure why, but i kissed him back. lol. ok so i'm gonna sound dumb talking about my best friend and kissing him. lol but he is a good kisser. but its not that weird, cuz he and i had dated back in the day. lol. so yeah. i dunno. needless to say i regretted in the next morning. so my point is, i dunno if i kiss dave, if i will regret it afterwards.
i'm confused. cuz last night online, dave was like "you hate me and you didn't want to kiss me tonight" and i was like "what? i dont hate you, and you don't know whether or not i wanted to kiss you." the truth is i sorta did want to, but not around everyone. but yeah i dunno. i have talked about this long enough lol.
so yeah i am listening to thrice. i love them.
man i love my new cell phone. i am such a homo. but i love it. hehe my happiness will die down in a few days.
i get to go shopping tomorrow. woo hoo FINALLY. hehe
well i am gonna go. ill update later tonight..
i'm due for a miracle. i'm waiting for a sign. i'll stare straight into the sun, and i won't close my eyes.