so i havent wrote in a few days. i haven't been home. i had to work on friday, and friday night, i went and saw my boss's daughter with steph and bransen. you wouldnt think it would be funny at all. but it was hilarious. ashton kutcher is hot too. i stayed the night at stephs.and then i came home today, and went to canal winchester to look at houses with my mom and dad. then we went to eat at my grandma's.. and i came home and i hung out with erin tonight.

john is getting on me to get the madlab pictures developed so i need to do that soon to get him off my back.

RYANPALOOZA IS NEXT SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 6TH!!! BE THERE. IM ME FOR DETAILS IF YOU LIVE NEAR ME.... RUBBERDUCKIE159.

i miss shaun. from what i hear, he isnt thinking about patty much. and that upsets me! ill have a talk with him when he gets back. after i give him a hug and tell him how much i missed him. lol. hes my best friend i am allowed to do that. lol.

BUCKEYES WON TONIGHT! woo hoo. it would be so sweet if we had another season like last season. and we were national champions again. but with whatever is going on with clarett...eek i dunno. all i can think about is john when it comes to thinking of the fiesta bowl. cuz he had come over to jen's where i was, and he jen, shannon ( jen's neighbor) and i went to shannon's house and no one was home because they were all at jen's. and john and i were flirting... and i wound up laying on top of him? i cant remember how, and he was all holding me.. ahh it was great and we started making out and jen hit us with a pillow and was like no more of that. and we stopped and looked at her, then back at each other, and we shrugged our shoulders and went back to making out. lol. that was the greatest night ever. besides the night he sang a song for me at the coffee shop, which is also the night we started officially going out. hehe man i am a loser. i will stop boring everyone who reads this.
you know i only feel this way about one, and you know only my eyes can say what i feel. you are the only one who can tell what i am thinking before i speak. you read the emotions in my eyes, faster than the sky can change. expression is my gift, and i am glad i can share it with you.

sorry i had to put that in there. dunno why, but i felt like writing it .

i wrote this last night.

you get me everytime. everytime i pass you by, my heart lifts a little, and my eyes shine a little brighter.

they arent anything special just had to put them in.
lol alright well i should go. i have to get up early tomorrow to go to a mass an hour and half away because it is in honor of my grandmother who died. or else i wouldnt go. i dont like church.

please dont play with me, my paper heart will bleed