all i can say right now, is OMG OMG OMG OMG.... last night john told me he read erin's blog. and in it she had pasted something i had said about me and him and how i love him and how hes all i think about, and blah blah blah. and then he apologized for everything he did to me. i was like its ok. i mean what else was i supposed to say? and he was like no its not. and he was like i kinda new already. i was like yeah i know. and then he asked me to homecoming? but its as friends. but i'm still like OMG. lol. it was kinda weird. but its cool. i am happy. i need a dress.... i dont wanna wear stephs.

hmm yesterday i got up at 7 and went to caldwell ( hour and a half trip )to see my grandpa and to go to the mass in honor of my grandmother. and then we ( my mom, my aunt, my cousin, my two great aunts, and my great uncle ) all went to visit my grandmothers grave, and we went to eat. then we went back to my grandfathers house. he isnt doing well. he has no stomach and no colon, and he took a whole pill when he only should have taken a half, and he thought he was dying. its really sad. i just lost my grandmother in may. i cant lose him now. i love him so much.

then on the way home we stopped in zanesville to see my cousin at her work. she works at jcpenny. we were gonna have her come back with us and stay the night but she had to work today so yeah. then we came home. and my grandmother, grandfather, uncle, mom and dad went to eat. then we came home and went over to my grandmothers house ( the one who is still alive obviously) and had dessert. then i finally got home at 9:30 pm.

today i got up at 11. and went to the store with my mom. soon my brother is leaving to go back to rio grande. then i think my mom and i are going to polaris. woo hoo dress time.

hmmm well i should go.