ok so today steph says shes going out to eat with john for homecoming. and the mother fucker told me he wasnt going. i hate him. i hate everyone. and today amanda started taking labels from drink bottles using them as a book cover. im like ok, thats all me. ryan was like hey that looks familiar. i hate life. i hate everyone. besides shaun. hes my twin, even though hes whipped by patty times 1,000 he is getting his hair cut because PATTY wants him to. im like dude your are 18, you are always saying i do what i want, and yet he listens to her. damn. its been like 2 weeks. i give up on everything. thats the end of my entry right there.